Where Am I? How Did I Get Here?

Where am I? How did I get here?  I am approaching 40 years on this earth and I am trying to figure out what the hell is going on.  I am sure many people feel the same.  Over the years I have observed many strange behaviors on this planet; wondering why people do what they do.  Whatever the purpose was for my existence I find myself more eager for the mother ship.  Now I know that this sounds like talk from someone mentally ill or disturbed.  Is it?  Have you looked around and contemplated this perceived reality and just said; what the fuck? 

Everything Humans teach is a Lie

Everything humans teach is a lie.  Their history, religions, monetary systems, politics, their beliefs on food, drugs and spirituality, all of it seems to be self-serving.  Humans are born with an ego in which drives their sufferings; with meat sack bodies that decay over time.  They do this thing called work which is centered on competition tearing each other apart.  They are trapped on a rock flying around a fiery inferno at thousands of miles per hour.  I would think they would work to make their lives better.  Instead they behave in a manner of less intelligent animals which they coexist with.  I should not be so surprised man seems to function little better than ravenous wolves.      

Humanity lives in a dog eat dog world.  They trick themselves to believe they must work 40 hours or more every week keep subservient to employers who don’t give a flying fuck. They replace each other with someone more productive when one falls short.  God forbid a person is depressed, going through a family crisis or just having some bad days.  It is no wonder half of them are on Prozac, alcohol and other pain reliving drugs.  I do not blame them for their self-destructive attitudes.  Since I have been here I have been forced into their regiment often relying on their methods of coping.   

I do not understand why they do not move at a slower pace?  Why don’t they spend the first half hour of their work day in meditation?  Most of them only receive a half hour unpaid lunch in which they scarf down food; it is no wonder they have intestinal problems.  They are also not compensated when their bodies start to fail.  This is what they call retirement.  They spend their days when their bodies are healthy doing stupid shit they do not want to do, then spend their final years with broken bodies trying to do what they always wanted.

Humans Find A Strange Peace In Religion.

Humans find a strange peace in religion.  They have hundreds of them.  These philosophies of peace however are the cause of most of their wars.  Again, I ask, where the fuck am I and how can I get home?  None of this seems to make sense.  This is not the way I want to live; I do not want to spend my days doing dumb shit, being subjected to stress, the pain of this body and a society which is animalistic in their self-seeking.  Who want to get up day after fucking day to do it again and again until you die or retire?  If I am lucky I will receive 10 years on a fixed budget before this body fails.

I know I have been negative.  Why shouldn’t I?  Life is suffering they say.  It is bad enough they are born grow to about 30 or less then start falling apart.  If the biology is not suffering enough, they pour suffering upon one another.  Ok, ok, enough of the negativity.  I do not have all the answers; I am new to this world.   

Maybe They Should Seek Within Themselves.

Maybe they should seek within themselves?  Develop a path in which they convert ego into Spirit.  They have had many great sages which transcended the traditional human.  One of these was Jesus.  Jesus had many great examples found in the gospel text.  This, before so called doctors of the church interpreted the teachings to be more in line with the wicked world.  Jesus said the kingdom is within.   Jesus and other great teachers taught to live a life of meditation, prayer, giving and receiving with gratefulness.  They taught love, to seek the interest of others not themselves.  These teachings from great spiritual leaders are opposite to this current world. 

The human should live to serve one another instead of stealing from each other.  In their Christian tradition they are taught to love one another.  Loving one another would mean developing constructive work that is meaningful.  If they would stop competing for money; rather compete for the greater good of all people.  Accepting each other for who we they are, regardless of their views; all humanity working together for each other.  It is time they get the priorities of the human race straight; returning to the spirituality in which they come.  If this is done, I would not mind living on this rock for a little while longer.           

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