Finding Your Purpose

We put on a costume every day and act out a role. I do not care if you work at McDonald’s or you are a medical doctor, it is a role you play.

We have all heard phrase “I do not know what I want to be when I grow up.”  I am sure you also have said this on more than one occasion.  I know up until recently I have.  I have also heard people as old as 60+ still trying to figure out what they want to be.  It is interesting that we as a society put so much emphasis on what we are going to be, generally referring to an occupation.  Our occupations seem to define yet we are never happy.  We put on a costume every day and act out a role.  I do not care if you work at McDonald’s or you are a medical doctor, it is a role you play. 

If you are lucky enough to achieve the “dream job” you have always wanted, you probably will not be 100% satisfied.  You may still not know if this is you.  You may take on the professional roles such as an attorney, medical doctor, business manager etc.  You say I am a doctor or lawyer or truck driver.  Yes, you do those roles but is that really you?  I would argue that it is not you; rather, it is a role you play in society in order to make money so you can feed yourself.  We are trained this way since early childhood.  The sole purpose around our education system is to grow up and be something you are really not.  We are all a bunch of liars. 

When going to our perspective places of work, we all put on a show.  We are then watched by HR who is the biggest liars; who make sure we are lying correctly.  Don’t say this, don’t do that, don’t be you.  Who are you?  We do not know because we were never trained to be (add your name).  We were trained to be an occupation.  We live in a matrix like environment in which we must submit to societal norms or be cast out like a leper ending up in a homeless shelter.  Generally your only crime was you were just being yourself, or at least enough of yourself not to care about what society says you should be. 

We all need to eat, and while I have met many happy people who enjoy the homeless lifestyle it is not for everyone.  I myself was homeless for a short period of time and it did have its moments of freedom.  Although the luxuries of life were often missed; missed so much in fact that I decided to join back in with the matrix and learn a gig.  I am very fortunate that I have started to grow in my spirituality which has led me to a greater understanding of myself and the conclusions that I have stated above.

I am learning that my life’s purpose is to just be me. I am not a writer, student, counselor, teacher etc. I may do those things, but they are just actions that I do to make money in order to feed myself. I was most truly myself at the time of my birth, untainted by the corruption of our humanity.  We are tainted by our educational, monetary and government systems into being ego driven sociopaths only looking out for a ourselves.  What is worse we do not even know who we are.  Today we have a growing number of people who suffer with depression and anxiety than ever before.  We have an alarming amount of people succumb to suicide.  We believe we must work 30+years then retire and die.  Sadly most never learn who they really are. 

Just be.  That’s it. Just be.  I do not expect anything out of you other than you just being you.  Seek within.  Jesus said the Kingdom of heaven s within.  Within is found our true and highest self.  A self that has been clothed with the world we live in. When taking path less traveled you must go through stages of disrobing.  We then are left naked with our egos brought down and nailed upon the cross. We have returned to the state of our birth. A sense of freedom comes from taking of the layers of deceit.  Removing the worldly clothes from our ego can be frightening as we will eventually view ourselves for who we truly are.

There are many steps a person can take towards understanding who they truly are.  They can be found in the religions of the world as well as various occult orders.  We may learn in gradually becoming curious of this unknown world within.  This by the way is what happened to me.  Once a conservative seminary student with aspirations of the pastorate; I realized I was learning many great truths but the organized Christianity I was a part of was not Christian at all.  I let go of what I thought, I wanted to just be! I am a perfect spirit and so are you!  Just be.  Let go.  You have found your purpose.  In fact you never lost it.  Your purpose is to be you.  Now live you and don’t look back!                      

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Working With Jesus

Let us forget everything that we think we know about Christianity. In fact, let us forget Christianity. Let us only explore the possibility of working with Jesus.

Many of you may work with spirit guides, angels and other entities.  Because of the bad name in in which Christianity has received working with the deity Jesus is often ignored.  Let’s just say a great number of people are greatly misunderstood; and rightly so, about Christianity.  Jesus did not start a religion; man did.  It is man that has ruined working with the most loving deity in existence.  Let me ask you to take another look at Jesus . walk through the most profound initiation experiences of your life.

Jesus is here for you.  His sole purpose of his incarnation is to make himself known in physical form to better relate to humanity. In reciprocal manner humanity is then better equipped to communicate with the divine.  Jesus said of humanity, “That all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you.  May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me.” (John 12:21, NIV).  Jesus prayed for you to pray with him.  Jesus desired for you to work with him.  Let us forget everything that we think we know about Christianity.  In fact, let us forget Christianity.  Let us only explore the possibility of working with Jesus.

Jesus is more than a spirit guide although one could view him in a similar light.  Spirit guides cannot someone legions of angels, cast out demons and heal the sick.  “Do you think I cannot call on my Father, and he will at once put at my disposal more than 12 legions of angels?” (Matthew 26:53, NIV).  “The demons begged Jesus, “If you drive us out, send us into a heard of pigs.” (Matthew 8:31, NIV).  “She said to herself, “If only I touch his cloak, I will be healed.” (Matthew 9:21, NIV).  These above verses are just a few examples of the workings of Jesus in which he performed while walking in the flesh.  These and more are found in the New Testament text.  So, what about you?  What can I do with this?    

“Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.  And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son.  You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.” (John 14:12-14, NIV).    

The above scripture is the key words needed to build your faith.  Of course, working with Jesus means accepting him.  Working with Jesus will probably not make you rich and allow you to summon angels and command demons for fun.  Working with Jesus is taking on the authority of Jesus and through faith taking upon his essence.  This is not for the weak.  In fact, I must warn you this path leads to death.  Death is a scary thing as we generally do not remember our past lives.  Jesus took this initiatory walk himself leading him to death on the cross then through the power of the Father was brought back to life.  This is a common theme in most mystery schools.  Death and rebirth are apart of life, it is apart of our eternal life.  If you choose you can walk the path of Jesus in order to help humanity and yourself at the same time. 

Let us remember not to think of church in the traditional sense.  Instead let us think of the world as church and every human being as its members.  To begin working with Jesus we must believe.  This is the same process when working with any spirits, angels or entities.  You must believe to receive.  You communicate with the Father as Jesus did.  You may also think of the Father as the Universal Great Spirit.  It is easy to understand how a religion is built up around Jesus.  But do not bother with that. 

Jesus went through three degrees of initiation much like Freemasonry and other mystery schools.  His first grade was his baptism by his initiator John the Baptist.  Jesus was submerged in water and then submerged in the Spirit.  His second initiation was the 40 days of meditation and temptation in the wilderness.  Through this grade Jesus was able to control his ego and become what many would term in the magickal world an adept.  Jesus then as an adept performed his work as described in the 4 New Testament Gospels.  The third and last grade was the most difficult and one that most of us will take many lifetimes to achieve.  Jesus crossed the abyss.  Jesus was crucified, buried and after 3 days was risen.  This act is emulated in many mystery schools.  Through his resurrection Jesus became a magus and upon his ascension an Ipsissimus.  This is the grade that is beyond our human comprehension.  Jesus being both fully man and God was able to rise through the grades in 3 years.   A normal spirit such as ours would take thousands of years if not eternity.

There are many paths in which humanity has worked with Jesus.  A working in which mortal man becomes godlike taking on the abilities of the deity.  What is known as the Christian church was once apart of the mystery schools which would lead humanity to advance spiritually.  Unfortunately, the earliest of Christians known as the Gnostics were condemned by less spiritual but instead power-hungry men.  During the middle ages enlightened priest and monks wrote grimoires and taught the secrets of the Gnostics risking their lives to spread the true gospel.  Freemasonry was formed, Rosicrucianism and the Golden Dawn. Today there are magickal orders such as Ordo Templi Orientis and the A.*.A.*.  Of course there are many others, many have find their own path guided by Jesus to reach great heights of spirituality.  One could take a book such as the Bible and through prayer, meditation, faith and good works do as Jesus did.  To become God.  To be one in the Father.  This is not taught in your orthodox churches.  Todays churches and governments only want this ability to work with Jesus for themselves.  Of course, they are not really working with Jesus.  Rather using the principals without the good works.  They are antichrist.     

You however can now take the first steps towards working with Jesus.  Call upon his name.  Pray, medicate and seek a teacher.  Read as much scripture as possible.  Not just the Bible but teachings written by great sages throughout human history.  The writings of Aleister Crowley is a good start.  Remember do not rush anything.  Love your neighbor as yourself.  Everything after that will come to those who wait.                                

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