What is Racist?

The world has gone 2+2=10 and we all clap. We cannot figure shit out while we are running around trying to dig up dirt on each other making sure we didn’t wear “black face” as a kid.

What is racist?  Was it racist then or now?  Who decides these things and why do we care?  I do not know.  If a person told me they never said something racist or offensive in their life I would look like they were a newborn baby, you would have to be for me to believe that shit. 

The world has gone 2+2=10 and we all clap. We cannot figure shit out while we are running around trying to dig up dirt on each other making sure we didn’t wear “black face” as a kid.  Fuck man, every kid I grew up with and especially you older folks would be straight canceled if someone would go through your Halloween pictures.

Canceling and getting mad and all the talking heads who want to tell us what to do, how to act, and when the Covid slowed down the protest started, the protest stop and Covid is back up.  Every 30 seconds it is breaking news. We live in a society of oversensitive, desensitized fucks.  Ignorance is certainly not bliss in this department.

“Acceptance is the answer to all my problems today.”

I once heard something cool when going through one of my many stints in rehab.  “Acceptance is the answer to all my problems today.”  When I put those words in front of any situation the stress of the world for only a moment in time goes away.  I say it like a fucking mantra on the way to buy more alcohol, so I do not have to remember someones whiny ass shit on the internet.

Thank god for essential businesses like alcohol and weed.  I think the governors understood when they locked us down and broke the economy that we needed something.  Probably going to do another stint. 

Back to my point.  What is racist?  I still do not know.  These movements seem so ego driven.  The deeper I go inside, the more I realize nothing much matters.  I exist.  That is it, I exist.  Who knows, maybe that is white privilege.  I do not care, cannot help the way you were born, but now its almost a crime to make fun of others. 

White people talk about heritage huh? Heritage in what?  I mean none of us no matter what country you are from have great heritages to be proud of. All of our heritage is based in a bunch of power-hungry fucks trying to kill each other for the dumb shit title of king. 

Who is really the racist?

Who really is the racist? It is the ones with the money.  In fact, I would not even call them racist as they do not care what race you are from as long as you can work.  So, they give you this thing called money and we fight over it like buzzards on a dead skunk.  Backstab, manipulate, steal, murder, rob, all this because we need a nice size 401k before we die.  How long do you plan to live sir?  Do they ask a rich person that? Fuck no, they ask them how they want their estate divided up and what charity would you like to leave a portion.  Those bitches are the real slave masters of the 21st century.  Who is racist?  We all are, maybe if we take some time to get out of our ego driven selves, we can do something productive in this world.  Something good like chasing rabbits and tightrope walking.    

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I AM DONE

I do not think I have ever been more mentally sick due to what I see currently in America.

Why I am done.

I am tired.  For years I have tried to promote social justice and freedom for the American people.  I have never had a huge platform; I am just like you.  Facebook and blogs have been my stage with little to gain.  I wrote a small piece on Facebook describing that the only way the United States can have true unity, peace and healing is through a mass spiritual awakening.  I am done discussing politics and done with most social issues.

Not good for the soul

One may say, Nate, you should continue the good fight!  I would answer, of course I am going to continue the good fight.  However, the fight I will wage will no longer be one that continues to stir opinion and hurt my soul.  I do not think I have ever been more mentally sick due to what I see currently in America.  This is not good for my mental health; it is not good for my personal life.  I will leave it to others to do what they feel in their heart they must do.

I am at a point in which I am going to do the best I can to seek the Kingdom within.  To discover who I am as a human being and maybe through my discovery and actions in life it may be an influence towards the spiritual growth in others.

Search within

I am dedicating myself to a search within.  Jesus said the kingdom of heaven is within.  If this is the case, it would behoove me to only be interested in this kingdom. Why would anyone want to continue a fight of flesh and blood when flesh and blood is not the enemy?  Our enemy is ignorance of our true Selves.  My objective is to know God and make him known.  To become one with the Father as Jesus was one with the Father; this was the prayer off the master.  This is also my prayer. 

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FAITH MUST OUTWEIGH THE PRICE

Our faith must be bigger than the price tag.  I understand the economical impact that COVID-19 is having upon America.  Some large business execs want to hurry the pace to bring back society to the way it was just a short while ago.  This of course Is foolish talk as even when the spread ceases people will not forget the pandemic. The handshake may become a thing of the past.  That might not be a bad idea with the world population far exceeding the earth’s natural capacity.  Viruses will become more sophisticated over time.  There is however an answer to this if we allow our faith to be bigger than the price tag. 

Our technology is increasing at an ever-rapid rate.  When our quantum computers combined with artificial intelligence advances to a level in which we can create not only vaccines but cures in days rather than years the worry of dying young will vanish, but world population may still be a problem.  One might feel that cities in the seas, creating cities in places with less population density is an answer. America and the rest of the world must become very serious about colonizing space.  The moon and Mars will be humanities next homes.  Rather than having countries we will have self-governing planets with an alliance for the advancement of humanity into the further most reaches of space. 

Nothing Is Possible When We Lack Faith

None of the above is possible when we lack faith. Humans gravitate to the negative.  What is this negative I speak of?  The love of money, in creates a plethora of evils in our society.  We do not have the faith to resist the temptations and succumb to our love of money protecting what is known as a “good” economy regardless of the human destruction in which it causes.  There are real people today including President Trump who believe we must get back to work now.  Why?  To get the economy moving again.  Some have said that we should even go so far as to sacrifice our lives for the love of money.  The sad truth many of these people are within so called “faith” communities. 

Humanity Needs a Reset

Humanity needs a reset and COVID-19 might just be that reset which humanity needs, right now.  To admit our love of money and to then become free from the fear of lack which is holding us back.  When we worry about things, those things tend to happen in our lives, and this is magnified when billions of people are putting negativity into the world.  We get off on the negativity, we embrace it even when it hurts us.  We feel comfortable in which we give up control. Like having an abusive partner we keep going back from a false sense of control over our lives.

It is time to do some deep soul searching.  To look into the dim mirror of our souls, brave enough to be honest with ourselves and the dark human nature.  Start taking steps by writing down our fears.  “I can’t afford the rent, groceries, healthcare, etc.”  Admit that this scares you, then start to tell yourself you can afford, you can do, you are not fearful!  Embrace the evil negative thought patterns placing themunder your control. We will get though these strange times, it is what we do afterwards which will determine our future for either good or evil.  We can go back to business as usual as slaves or we can create a world of universal Contributionism in which all people share in the richness of all the resources that are available to us.  Along with the material benefits we will receive the most important benefit, peace of mind. 

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Where Am I? How Did I Get Here?

Where am I? How did I get here?  I am approaching 40 years on this earth and I am trying to figure out what the hell is going on.  I am sure many people feel the same.  Over the years I have observed many strange behaviors on this planet; wondering why people do what they do.  Whatever the purpose was for my existence I find myself more eager for the mother ship.  Now I know that this sounds like talk from someone mentally ill or disturbed.  Is it?  Have you looked around and contemplated this perceived reality and just said; what the fuck? 

Everything Humans teach is a Lie

Everything humans teach is a lie.  Their history, religions, monetary systems, politics, their beliefs on food, drugs and spirituality, all of it seems to be self-serving.  Humans are born with an ego in which drives their sufferings; with meat sack bodies that decay over time.  They do this thing called work which is centered on competition tearing each other apart.  They are trapped on a rock flying around a fiery inferno at thousands of miles per hour.  I would think they would work to make their lives better.  Instead they behave in a manner of less intelligent animals which they coexist with.  I should not be so surprised man seems to function little better than ravenous wolves.      

Humanity lives in a dog eat dog world.  They trick themselves to believe they must work 40 hours or more every week keep subservient to employers who don’t give a flying fuck. They replace each other with someone more productive when one falls short.  God forbid a person is depressed, going through a family crisis or just having some bad days.  It is no wonder half of them are on Prozac, alcohol and other pain reliving drugs.  I do not blame them for their self-destructive attitudes.  Since I have been here I have been forced into their regiment often relying on their methods of coping.   

I do not understand why they do not move at a slower pace?  Why don’t they spend the first half hour of their work day in meditation?  Most of them only receive a half hour unpaid lunch in which they scarf down food; it is no wonder they have intestinal problems.  They are also not compensated when their bodies start to fail.  This is what they call retirement.  They spend their days when their bodies are healthy doing stupid shit they do not want to do, then spend their final years with broken bodies trying to do what they always wanted.

Humans Find A Strange Peace In Religion.

Humans find a strange peace in religion.  They have hundreds of them.  These philosophies of peace however are the cause of most of their wars.  Again, I ask, where the fuck am I and how can I get home?  None of this seems to make sense.  This is not the way I want to live; I do not want to spend my days doing dumb shit, being subjected to stress, the pain of this body and a society which is animalistic in their self-seeking.  Who want to get up day after fucking day to do it again and again until you die or retire?  If I am lucky I will receive 10 years on a fixed budget before this body fails.

I know I have been negative.  Why shouldn’t I?  Life is suffering they say.  It is bad enough they are born grow to about 30 or less then start falling apart.  If the biology is not suffering enough, they pour suffering upon one another.  Ok, ok, enough of the negativity.  I do not have all the answers; I am new to this world.   

Maybe They Should Seek Within Themselves.

Maybe they should seek within themselves?  Develop a path in which they convert ego into Spirit.  They have had many great sages which transcended the traditional human.  One of these was Jesus.  Jesus had many great examples found in the gospel text.  This, before so called doctors of the church interpreted the teachings to be more in line with the wicked world.  Jesus said the kingdom is within.   Jesus and other great teachers taught to live a life of meditation, prayer, giving and receiving with gratefulness.  They taught love, to seek the interest of others not themselves.  These teachings from great spiritual leaders are opposite to this current world. 

The human should live to serve one another instead of stealing from each other.  In their Christian tradition they are taught to love one another.  Loving one another would mean developing constructive work that is meaningful.  If they would stop competing for money; rather compete for the greater good of all people.  Accepting each other for who we they are, regardless of their views; all humanity working together for each other.  It is time they get the priorities of the human race straight; returning to the spirituality in which they come.  If this is done, I would not mind living on this rock for a little while longer.           

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Saving Evangelicalism From Radicals

Evangelicals have been separating the sheep from the goats for years. If you do not fall in line with certain biblical principles you will not fit in.

Saving Evangelicalism From Radicals is the mission of Evangelical Deep State.  Just about anyone within the protestant traditions can claim Evangelical status.   The only real requirement is to believe in Jesus Christ through faith alone. The term Evangelicalism comes from the Greek word for gospel.  The word is fitting then to be an umbrella term for diverse Christian populations of similar mind. 

Let me state first that Christianity has had many issues; all religions do.  The problem Evangelicalism has had for hundreds of years is an “us vs. them” mentality  Unlike Roman Catholics in which the Pope is the ultimate authority on scripture, evangelicals take their lead from a variety of chosen leaders which often present different beliefs.    

Evangelicals have been separating the sheep from the goats for years.  If you do not fall in line with certain biblical principles you will not fit in.  I had an argument with an evangelical who believed unless you were baptized in water God could not let you enter heaven.  There is only so much you can say in a case like that.  I do understand if God truly acted in such a manner than God would not be a God rather a creation of our imagination.   Kind of like a biblical Nightmare on Elm Street.  Many within the Evangelical community are probably mentally ill.  Fear, depression, suicide, living a fake life are just some detriments of the “faith.”  Evangelicals act in the same way as modern day Pharisees. 

Jesus spoke of them; “They tie up heavy, cumbersome loads and put them on other people’s shoulders, but they themselves are not willing to lift a finger to move them.” (Matthew 23:4, NIV). 

What is the Point of the Deep State?

What is the point of the Evangelical Deep State? Saving evangelicalism From radicals, of course!  I grew up in what would be called a classical evangelical community.  I went to an evangelical college and seminary in preparation to become a pastor.  Through my experiences I came to positions that went in direct opposition to mainstream Evangelicalism.  The more I examined the issue it seemed as if mainstream Evangelicalism was the cause for all sorts of divisions largely based on exegesis, tradition and beliefs of key leaders.  I came to the same conclusion as Jesus. Saving Evangelicalism from radicals is crucial.

  “Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?  Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’ This is the first and greatest commandment. 39 And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.”  (Matthew 22:36-40, NIV). 

I have compiled a short list of divisive positions of most mainstream Evangelicals.  Biblical inerrancy, acceptance of the LGBTQ+ as members and ordained leaders, women’s rights, a literal hell, racism, immigration and probably one of the biggest issues as of right now, the Evangelical takeover of politics.  There was a reason the founders of the United States believed that the church has no place in the governing of the nation.  The various divisive topics mentioned above are an example.  We the people are not a church.  We are a nation which contains churches who can freely worship as they will. The Evangelical Deep State is very concerned about the mingling of politics and religion

There is Hope

There is hope! A hope in Jesus, and a hope in the people we love.  We are all created in the image of God. Evangelicals have been treating God badly for a long time.  We the Evangelical Deep State desires to infiltrate the church with knowledge.  Our mission is to love, leading a generation of Evangelicals from politics and division to peace and unity.  You are not alone.  There are thousands of us and growing daily who have left the traditional church out of disdain for their ungodly actions.   This humble page is just one spear in a powerful movement to free Evangelicalism from its corrupt actions and rise up passionate followers of Christ without the burdens of doctrine and dogma. In the good fight in saving Evangelicalism from radicals.

Please join us in this fight!

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